So, I bet some of you are wondering why is it that I keep getting blocked.

Well, here's the story:

So, once upon a time, I was chillin', minding my own business when this girl come out of nowhere and steals my heart like it's worth somethin'. There may or may not have been things to lead up to that point but that's irrelevant, try to keep up. So, me and--... We'll call her V. So, me and V are hot n heavy, loving life, making bad choices together and binge watching Netflix shows. This was my chick; My Boo.

And then just as easily as it went up, it all came crashing back down again in a pile of fiery rubble with no survivors.

One day, she tells me "I feel sad." and me, being the man, I was like: "Aw, no. Lemme make it better. What's going on? What can I do to help?" We talk it out, work through it and we're good. At least, I thought we were good.

A few days after, I get a text from her. Convo goes like this:

"Talk to me. Pay attention to me."

"Daddy's working, BabyGirl. In a little bit, okay?"

"Fine, f*** you then."

At this point, I stop like:

WHHHAAAATTT?

A few hours go by, with her texting the whole time about how shes needs my attention right this second or I'm a horrible person. So I tell her, "I feel sad".

Now.

I'm expecting something along the lines of something like I had done to her; Questions to see if I'm ok or what was wrong or my general well being.

Nope. I got:

"Deal with it. This is how I am, if you don't like it then leave."

This was not my chick; Not my Boo.

MYYYY Boo, wouldn't talk to me like that. MYYYY Chick had some sort of respect for me, like I showed her, right? Boy was I wrong.

Same sort of events followed a few times after (Never once even trying to admit that she was remotely sorry or even did anything wrong).

She even told my friends what an awful person I was and told them to stay away from me.

Despite all of my best efforts, I chose to walk away.

The texts didn't stop for days. My answer stayed the same. 

I asked her to not contact me, the texts got worse.

I wished her well and blocked her texts from coming in.

"I hope you get the help that you need." was my last text to her after she'd blamed days of verbal abuse on her mental health.

Now.

All of that being said.

NEVER ONCE did I call her names, tell her off, belittle her or shame her. I could have and chose not to.

I loved this woman and wanted her to get better because that what normal people do when they love each other, they support each other n sh*t like that.

I walked away because at that point, (Her refusing to see the issue and to get help but reminding me that she was ill) that's not being sick, that's being an a**hole.

She used her illness to avoid being responsible and to have an excuse for the way she talked to people. (Notice how I said "People".)

So, she blocks me when she sees me or comes around and I block her in return, just in case.

She blocks me because she hates me.

I block her because I deserve better.

So when I get blocked, shots are on me.

Also, I'm open to questions but I will not name names. I just like talking about my issues with friends.

A girl I liked did me a heartbreak and was mean to me. I like alcohol.

Send N****s.