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06/17/2018 11:25 PM
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She will always love
A beautiful queen served her people and was loved by all. She had a very handsome husband and had a beautiful daughter. She was respected by all the lands for the kindness she gave. Her heart was purer than no other. She gave it her all and did what she could for her kind, but she did not know that her sibling from the other lands had a grudge against her because of all her success. One day, the family took a stroll in woods and came across a small child sleeping in a basket by a tree. Unknowingly the child belonged to that kingdom and that child was her sibling’s. The child was alone and there were no one around. So, they did what only good parents should do; they took the child with them, raised her as their own and gave her all the love they could give her. Their daughter as well loved and protected her as if they were sisters. Although they weren't aware of the darkness in her heart and how easily tainted that could be. No matter how much love was given, that wasn't enough to keep her heart pure. How can you keep the darkness from a heart that was already touched by it? One afternoon the two girls played in the garden with the beautiful creatures that are known as Pegasus; in her world, they are known as something else. The two danced around and they followed them with much glee. The two young fairies were happy, free-spirited and could not be separated. Well, at least they believed they couldn’t be. Moving forward the two girls stood at a distance. One bright and colorful with her sparkling eyes staring into blue orbs. The other one being not too bright and colorful, but there was sadness in her eyes. “You do not have to do this,” the colorful one spoke, curling her hands into a fist and her sparkling eyes changed from bright to almost completely dark. “You’re my family – I love you,” a laugh escaped from the other’s mouth. Her head shaken from disbelief, humming around her dear ‘sister’ in circles. “Love me?” she questioned in a harsh voice as she walked to the other female. Taking her hand, she reached for her colorful hair in her fingertips. “You make me sick,” she whispered, curling her fingers on her hair then gripped it down as she pulled the colorful fairy towards her with force. The colorful gasped from the force with her colorful wings spread out behind her, fluttering fast. The grip was not let loose. Although, the colorful one did not fight back as she struggled to get her hair out of the female’s hand. “You make me cringe at the sight of you, Jade,” the dark-haired female kept her voice low, pulling on the hair, even more, to force Jade to look up to her. “You’re the one who abandoned me! Do not spill those lies on me!” she hit her with force causing Jade to fall back as her hair went loose from the other’s fingers. The hit was so forced that left a mark on her face and her nose began to bleed. Her eyes never once shifted from the other and they stared with the saddest deep blue. “Luna . . “she choked; trying to recollect herself while she stood, “I did not abandon you. I am here,” she lifted her arms up with welcoming, but the other female refused it. “I am here!” the gentle voice of her shook, trying to keep as calm as possible. “I did not leave you,” her hands began to shake; while they were being eyed by the other female. The female’s expression did not change, nor shown signs that she cared about the other. “Luna,” Jade once spoke but saying her name annoyed the female more as she walked over to her and hit her once more. Jade fell back, but she did not fight back. She stared at the female with those eyes; which annoyed her more. Suddenly, she was on her back with Luna on top of her as she hit her repeatedly with anger. “You are a liar!” she screamed, but Jade did not move a muscle to fight her back. “Liar! Liar!” she repeated, bruising Jade’s cheeks and causing blood to come out of her nose more. Jade just laid there, allowing her to harm her with her eyes staring into those angry ones. Not a noise was made, not one movement was an attempt to make her stop; she felt that she deserved it. Suddenly, it did stop as Luna sobbed to the fact that the other one was stubborn enough to not fight back. “You’re an idiot!” she yelled at her, looking down at the other female with frustration, “stupid girl!” She again hit her, but Jade kept her eyes focused and surprisingly not crying. Lifting her hands, she reached for Luna’s face which made her freeze. She cuffed her hands on her cheeks but barely touched them. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, “I am so sorry that I allowed you to go into the dark,” she added, but before anything was said the female removed herself from her body and walked away. Jade kept her hands up in the air as she stared at her fingertips. She couldn’t move off the ground because her body hurt. Why Luna won’t kill her? It was beyond her, but she had a feeling that Luna still had some good inside her. She watched her dear friend walk away from her and into the castle that was filled with fire and screams. She was out of her reach; how useless she felt. “I’m so sorry,” she forced her body to move with sparkles all around her. Standing up, she slowly made her way towards the castle being completely unaware of what she would find on the inside. This was only the beginning. |
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05/30/2018 03:55 PM
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A broken memory.
-- Blood was splattered in the illumining room. Her eyes adjusted to the light; with her hands shaking and her eyes widen. Tears stream down her eyes with a trembling fear inside her; this had to be a nightmare. With her eyes wandering around the room for a moment it wasn’t until her eyes were on the floor where the body of her father laid. Her heart ached, her body trembled along with unwanted thoughts. Flashes began to race inside her mind; memories of a happier time. The words rang in her head; telling her that the happy world was not a happy one. That the world she loved was an illusion and she was living in a dream. What if she was? It was better than being miserable – right? Her knees clasped to the floor, being in the puddle of blood that belonged to a man that gave her the peaceful world. Her eyes stared at the lifeless hues that were staring up at the ceiling. His body began to turn blue – and there was nothing she could do. “Father,” she whispered in a whimpering voice, “father, wake up,” she tried to restore her mind, believing he was just sleeping but sadly he was not. “F-father!” she choked out, the colorful fairy’s wings slowly moved behind her back, but her body could not move a muscle. “P-please, don’t leave me,” tears kept falling down her pretty face which caused her skin to turn red. A sob was forced out from her as she exhaled, but she did not know what else to do. Would beg the spirits to awake him again? Her hair turned black and her eyes darken. While her tears as well began to turn black, her dark lips curled as she began to scream in anger. She was angry, and this was an emotion she rarely felt. “Wake up!” she cried out as her voice echoed through the hallways. “Wake up!” she repeated herself, beating her fist against the blood below her – hitting it so hard to where her hands and arms were covered with his blood. Everything was not okay; fire filled the air outside and everything in the room was destroyed and scattered across the floor. Her lovely books to the things they loved and the plants around her began to wither and die. She could hear their screaming as well; which caused her great discomfort. She moved her hands off the floor to cover over her ears to cancel out the noise, but it was not enough. She wanted it to stop – the noise, the smell that kept creeping up in the air and the feeling inside her chest that hurt so much. “Father,” she choked out once more, sobbing onto the floor as she pressed her head against the surface and her wings spread upwards above her. “I can’t,” she gasped, “I can’t save them – I can’t bring peace again. I’m weak,” she couldn’t control herself as she began to release all the built-up feelings inside her and let it out at once. As she sobbed the room around them began to darken; shifting the shadows and swallowing up the dead plants around them. Then it began to trail its way to her father’s corpse. Lifting her head quickly she moved up to look at the shadows. Her dark eyes stared at it while the blood dripped from her fingers. Clutching her teeth, she yelled once more but this time in a protective way, “DO NOT TOUCH HIM!” The shadows went to a halt, lifting into the air in a mocking way but she was not having it. Standing at a distance her enemy chuckle at her; knowing just what was happening to the once colorful fairy. “Give in to it, Princess,” his voice reached to her, but she refused to look at him. “Give in and just accept it – your perfect world,” he laughed at her, making her body shake once more. “I am not giving you my heart,” she turned, away from her father’s corpse and her heels in a stance. “I will not give you my soul,” her eyes looked towards the male standing at a distance, “I will not give you me.” There was power in her eyes, determination – the shadows began to creep away while light filled the air around her. As the light scared off the dark the flowers began to bloom once more – creating life once more. Although, there was one life she could not touch. “I will destroy you,” she promised, snapping her teeth with fire in her eyes, “even if it kills me." -- Shoot up in a familiar bed she gasped loudly at the memory. Her eyes were tearing, and she was trembling still. What was that? That was a memory, she was sure of it. Bringing the blanket above her chest then over her head she cried to herself. “My father...” she remembered, she remembered her father dying and after that event happening she was almost consumed by the dark, but she wasn’t – why? “Jade,” a voice caught her attention, but she did not move. “Are you alright?” the familiar voice questioned her, slowly moving the blanket from her head to get a look at her. Her beautiful hair was completely blue as well as her eyes; sadness – that’s what it was. “What happened?” his voice questioned her, sitting at the edge of her bed with concern. She stared into his eyes, giving a look of fear as she curled up in a ball not wanting to talk about it. He sighed, shaking his head for a moment as he placed his hand on top of her head as he patted it. “It’ll be okay, whatever it was,” he sounded slightly disappointed to her, but when he went to leave her side she reached over and grabbed his wrist with her head lifting. “Please do not leave me,” she whispered, “I’m afraid. I do not wish to be alone.”
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05/26/2018 12:09 PM
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Child do not be afraid/you'll find a way
It was strange; she remembered what happened, but she did not remember what happened before she passed out when hell broke loose. One moment she was lying on the ground in pain and then the next she was in a bed in a wizard’s home with him humming melodies of a childhood song of hers and telling her she was the one who could make this better. Maybe this was her mind telling her not to remember those things, but something in the pit of her stomach knew something was off about the broken memory. What was it and why did it make her heartache? “Are they alive?” she questioned, but the wizard only turned to the stack of books as he examined them slowly. She leaned on the surface of a table with her eyes fixated on him, but her mind kept wondering even more. Were they alive? Who was she asking about – it wasn’t about all those people she promised to protect; she was asking about her parents and her friends. The wizard sighed; turning his head towards her with his ocean blue eyes staring at her colorful ones that seemed to change based on her mood. Right now, her eyes were gray, as her mind kept lingering on the thought of the ones she loved were dead. Her long hair hung over her shoulders and some on her face. That as well changed colors; never once staying the same and right now it was blue because she was sad. She wore a pastel blue gown that had flowers attached to it; a gown from her home that would seem a bit odd to others that were not of her world. “You see,” he cleared his throat, rubbing his fingers against his gray beard. He was an odd person; he wore a pointy gray hat with a matching robe to go along with it. He looked like a typical wizard from a fairytale, but he was still a bit different. “I cannot tell you that,” he finally stated after a long pause between his words. She kept her eyes on him as she started to feel a bit bitter about not getting any answers. “Princess,” he sat down across from her on a stool with his elbows folded on top the surface, “there are things that you should not think too much on until you go back home. You will get answers once you do, but please remember – keep your heart in one place. If you lose your way, then you as well will be consumed by the darkness. My duty is to make sure you complete your mission and to get you home once you do,” he watched her head turn to the side in a sulking way. Her head rested on the table with her muttering under her breath. He could hear her, but he chose not to respond to her mumbling words. “You are keeping it from me because it will hurt me, right?” she wasn’t stupid or someone who couldn’t tell when someone was hiding something from her. She knew that something terrible happened and that was why she could not remember it. In her heart, she knew that something was not right. “Why me?” she questioned this often. She rose her head up from the table and sat up straight. Her eyes stared into his ocean blue hues once more with a clear determination for answers. “Why me?” she asked again, raising her body and her palms hitting the table with frustration. Her hair began to change from blue to a dark tint of pink to red. Her eyes changed as well with a pink tone to it, but she wasn’t happy – she was angry. “All this – you are the one, but you don’t tell me why!” her voice was raised, her kind gently voice was becoming more furious. “What if I fail?” she moved away from the table, slowly as she walked in front of the wizard, “I’ve traveled to a few worlds already.” She pulled the book off the table and held it into her arms, “but I have found nothing. What was the point in going to these worlds, Aprius? I am wasting my time going to these worlds just to leave empty handed!” She took the book and rose it at him; she wasn’t going to throw it, but she was pretty close to wanting to. “This stupid book only makes me lost and confused!” “Princess Jade,” he was calm, staring at the slim fairy who nearly hovered his way. She paused, lowering the book with her eyes shifting to the side away from him. He sighed once more, and she felt this lingering annoyance in her chest. “Now that you’re calm – I may say this,” he began to speak once more, seeing that she began to move away from him and slammed the book on the table. “I’ve told you before that we do not know where the stone is located. Going to all these worlds would also prepare you for the worse.” She looked away from him, looking towards the window that had beaming light coming through the glass and on the floor. “You need to be ready,” he reminded her, “you need to be stronger.” “I dream about it,” she mumbled, catching his interest in what she was going to say, “lying on the ground and hearing the words ‘your beautiful perfect world is an illusion. I will break you from this false image of a perfect world. I will save you from this awful place’ Why is that?” she looked back to the wizard with a hopeless expression on her face. “I’ve never believed that there was no evil in our world and I certainly didn’t believe the world was perfect, but it was his voice. The one person I trusted the most telling me that he will free me from a world that didn’t need to be fixed,” her voice cracked to those words, curling her hands into a fist again; staring into those eyes once more. “Why did he betray me?” she knew, she just knew it from the start that she was betrayed but she also had this feeling in her heart that it wasn’t him – it was something else, someone else. Moving the book on the surface of the table she opened it and sighed, “I don’t understand how this even works. The book does what it wants; sometimes it’s just empty and nothing could make it show me anything. Then at random moments, it does something... like releasing a light or showing me words and images as if it’s trying to tell me something. But I don’t understand it – what is it telling me? Why it won’t just put it in fine print saying, ‘go this way’? Why am I running in circles, pondering by the time I go home that things would not be worse?” She was now rambling, wanting to vent out these words for so long, “I look like a lost child,” she added, looking towards the wizard once more. “I don’t understand what are in these worlds. I get strange looks and sometimes I put myself in danger when I am not even aware that it is dangerous. I look foolish and somehow,” she paused in her words, seeing the wizard just sitting there staring at her. She lowered her hands onto the hem of her dress, curling her fingers on it – if she was weak she would have busted into tears already, but she didn’t. “I sound foolish,” she whispered, but he shook his head as if he disagreed. “Will I ever find the way?” he did not answer; he only stood up from the stool as he took the book off the table and placed it into her hands with her palm against the surface. She stared, inquiring about what he was going to do but he did nothing – he just walked away. “You will figure it out,” he spoke before she removed her palm away from the book and the book began to open its pages to her and moved. “The more you question the things around you – the more you will learn. That my child is what we call... growing,” she was gone, away from the wizard once more but this time she stood on a shore with her feet against the sand. Her toes wiggle and the sound of the ocean was like a song to her ears. Her eyes closed with focus and the wind brushed against her soft pale skin as she inhaled in and exhaled out as she felt some stress relief. Maybe she was a strange person in these worlds, but at least she was herself. The scent of the ocean filled her lungs – when she felt the cold water raising the skin of her feet she opened her eyes once more and looked down at the book in her hands. This is what they called growing; one will question and because they are questioning things they learn by experience. That is what she was doing; these worlds were a test for her and if she can manage to go to these worlds of the unknown and make it through – she can save her kind.
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05/05/2018 12:57 PM
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Beginning.
The loud sound of a book closing caused the young fairy to jump in her seat. With her eyes open wide, turning to the source of the sound her lips curled into a pout as she shook her head. The pink and purple curls bounced over her shoulders to her movements. She wore a pretty pink sundress with pink flats. Her bright eyes stared the older male curiously as she sat at the edge of her seat, pondering what the male found in the book. “Ah,” he finally spoke, causing the female to hop to her feet and danced towards the older male, but just when she approached him he shook his head as if he gave her false hope. “I don’t know,” he commented, causing the young female’s legs to tremble and made her fall to the floor. Lowering her head, she sighed with defeat. “Aw, don’t give up Princess Jae-Eun, we will figure this out!” the older male stated, brushing his white long beard and adjusted his pointed wizard hat that matched his long gray robe. “But Aprius, you told me yourself that if we do not find the stone soon – they will kill everyone! What am I supposed to do! I promised to protect them,” she whined, with tears coming from her eyes nearly feeling her whole-body shake – suddenly the roots of her hair began to turn blue. “I-I,” her words broke apart, trembling with her lips as if she didn’t know what to do. “How am I the only one who could save them? I’m a useless fairy! I can’t do anything!” she raised her voice in a fit, crying out. “Now, now, Princess!” the male walked over to her as he placed his hands into hers and lifted her off the floor. When their eyes met, the female began to calm down a bit. “We will get through this, you just have faith in yourself and your people,” she nodded to his words, “now – listen to me,” he added as he led her to the table nearby with all his books spread out. “We will begin here,” he pointed to the book with the papers opening as it went to a certain page. The letters began to glow, giving her an odd feeling as if it was pulling her towards the book. Looking down at the book she traced her fingers along the shining lettering, “what kind of place is this... .?” she asked, while her eyes followed up to the male for a moment with amazement. “It’s another dimension. The stone could be anywhere – so we must search here first. I will be your guide – so you are not alone, but princess please remember. You cannot get attached to these worlds – these won’t be your worlds and you will have to leave them. “Attached? Aprius, why would I get attached?” he chuckled to her words while he placed her hand onto the pages, tilting his head to her he kept a smile as if he knew something she did not know. “What?” she questioned but before she received an answer she was no longer in the room with him and was in the middle of a street with the book in her hands. “Aprius?” she panicked, unsure where she was and what to do with herself. She was scared, but she needed to be brave – she had to be brave.
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